dreamer

What will I be doing say, in about 5 years? I can usually picture myself doing something, but latley everythings been unclear. Ummmm so what do I want to be? I'm really bad at making up my mind. Once me, Bill and Cindy were at Staples, and she's like "ai like shopping with guys bet-ER, girlllss takkee sou lonnng"... then like five minutes later she's like "kaaammoon prasanth hurry up, I even said how you guys are fast, your so slow" Yep, and thats my analogy. ^__^

Anyway, back to what I want to be. I always liked doctors, helping people. I also like how things work, why things happen, and especially viruses (both pc & human), so virologist sounds fun. Speaking of cells and stuff, genetics sounds fun too, like CLONING hehehehe. Even if not cloning, maybe genetic engineering. I would be like an evil scientist, creating mutants, well not mutants, but gentically altered humans. With laser eyes, a garbage can as leg substitute, and hell, a rake as one hand and the other, a PLUNGER.

Moving on, computers! They've become a great chunk of my life. Lets see...; let me trace back to when I first layed my sexy fingers on a lucky keyboard. Umm... it was grade 3, it was. In our 'state-of-the-art' computer 'lab'. I think they were Amigas or Windows 3.1 [BEST WINDOWS EVER!]. We never really did anything educational, we just played games, which were on 5½ floppy disks!!. Games like, Jack and the bean stalk, shit I have the urge to play that right now, and this other game where you travel across America on this horse drawn wagon. You'd have to hunt for your own food too, which was the best part 'cause you got to shoot Oxen. It wasn't that easy, sometimes your wheels get damaged and you'd have to fix it.
IM OLDHell, what was the name of that game? It was like my favourite! I think it's called Oxen Country or something around there. Alright, I trailed off again. Computers! Yeah, computer programmer/engineer sounds okay. I guess it pays well, but.. is it fun?! I donno maybe if I was programming an adult game kehe? OR working for like Squaresoft, or SquareEnix what they call themselves now.
DAMN! IM OLD. Maybe I can move to Japan? Aww my dreams. Oh yeah, architecture, find that interesting too. Seems very hard and competitive though. Plus, I think I have to be great with math for that. Lol, when I was small my mom was telling me what I should become. Being brown, they were: doctor, an engineer, or architect. I asked her what was an architect, and she said "they're the people who build buldingings". When she said that, the first thing that came into mind was those old sweaty dirty guys you see in constuctions zones with dry cement on there hands, and tons of dust on they're hair. I thought "she wants me to become one of THEM?, way to aim high". That my friends, was the when I first told myself, I'm not becoming what that want me to become. I was like five, give me a break.

Back to games. Game develoment, I'd like that. Not as much as coding but like ideas for games, storyline, plot, I think you get the idea. Haha, get it "idea"?.. anyway. That's what i'm thinking about now. Maybe I can work for companines like SquareEnix, or Konami. Hell, maybe even ideas for movies. Oh, I got this one idea since like grade seven. Hummm, and finally, one last thing. Business dood! Like those people who work for giant companies who travel the world presenting to other companines trying to get investrrs? Traveling...

Holyshit, I wrote alot today. Google is my dictionary.