Bum in my own house.

Behind, close the door, pulling off shoe. Step in.

"You know that guy? In your uncle's mill?"
"Huh? yes"
"He died, everyone fell into that well"
"What?"
"Do you know who I am talking about?"
"Yes"

Go grab an orange. It wasn't sweet, bitter.

I'm usually dead cold about deaths, I never knew them, don't really feel a thing. Never talked to them, never ate by them, never had them tell me about mangos, never never never. Ha, this one is different, just a bit. Family friend, but I knew him. It's the first time in my life, I think, that someone has died, and I actually feel odd. It's a sad story, I keep sad stories, so no.

I think I've reached that point. Where, people will die. I will have known them.

School? It was peachy. I slept all over the house, err, I'm tired. So drained. I had something to say, doesn't seem like the perfect time. I'll forget, I'll remember.

i win

prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
WHO CARES
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
IAM SO BUYING TIKCETS
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
thought so
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
yeah
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
this play better be good
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
or iam leaving
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
suit urself
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut ?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what what?
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut wut?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
BAAHAHHAHA I WIN
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
no u lose
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
THAT WUZ GOOD!
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
(ANDREW)
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
I WIN!!
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
YOU CHEATED!!
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
did not!!!!!!!
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
how?
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
U !! ~!!!
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
TIME LIMIT
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
U LOST
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
I WIN
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
no
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
U WAITED
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
u started speakin
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
so u lose
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
too long
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
nah ah
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
NO I WAS SAYING I WON
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
u took longer 2 b4
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
u r the REAL cheater
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
WHAT?!!
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
it was ur turn!!
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
so??
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
when it was ur turn u took a long time 2
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
(Drew) but he's doing da project wif me.....leave him
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
u still lost
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
nope
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
u lost
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
dREW IS MY PROOF
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
doesn't matter
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
AH!
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
u suck
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
speak 4 urself
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
argh
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
reserved 4 bill and SHIRLEY??????
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
hehehe
~*JeNn*~ You don't fail if you fall. You fail if you don't get back up says:
i dun get it
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
it's an INSIDE JOKE
prasanth (OMFG SHIRLEY IS WITH A "E"!!) [ HTTP://GHINSHELL.BLOGSPOT.COM] no wait, now iam safe. says:
ur NOT INSIDE

*cough

I'm a nice guy.

Here again, err shut up Andrew

Yeah, computer science, last period. Shit! shit! shit! who's watching my back? Incase she comes back in? Oh, she's back. Muuhahaha, got the Turing window behind this browser. Listening to this Cowboy Bebop music I downloaded last night, using Bill's headphones. It's called "Rain". Yeah, sounds a little weird, I unno, I just like it. Most of Bebops music seems to be jazzy.

Rugby game after school, againest Birthmount. Umm, Andrew just said something, didn't hear him. You ever have those dreams? You know. Where, well it's nightmare, not a dream. Like, a really bad situation and it seems like the end, nothing you coukd possibly do. Then, suddenly, in your dream, you realize its just a dream, not real, and just wake up. You feel an enormous amount of relief, it was just a dream. OMG SHE'S GOT A STICK!! AHHH! HIDE WINDOW!! Hehehe. She seems to be scaring Dragos. The stick slowly moves up...like it's about to be whiped, then slowly comes back down, repeat. How sassy.
...Ummm. She just made fun of my shorts. They're these blue ones, with white flowers. Very Hawaiian. Thanks Andrew for the spelling. Yeah, since I have to change after school, and just had fittness, I kept my shorts on.

Ohhh, Shirley and Bill are coming back from they're trip out. OoOoOoOoOh HAHAH SHIRLEY DREAMED ABOUT TURTELS YESTERDAY. Andrew says she's getting more violent these days, umm I suspect p.m.s. AH!!!! BILL KEEPS HITTING MY GOD DAMN SHOULDER!. Gibran is calling 'sexual harrasment' on Bill. Yeah, see what happens when they all start bugging me? Umm what was I thinking?? Oh yeah, the 'Veet' commercial, whoaaaoaoaoa CUTE skirt! .... Lets hope Drew doesn't read this. It was this pink one. Umm where's Chris Lee? Haven't typed anything about him yet. Umm, I see his bag.. ohhhh. He's at that assembly for music students. Ummm, I need to get into some music. Parents can't disagree, think it raises marks. Umm, thinking guitar, in the summer. I'd love to play the stupid piano, maybe one day. Used to play the flute, clairanet, and the respected 'recorder'. In grade 6, we played our recorder at Roy Thomson Hall. Ohh, man, so fun, the bus ride back, YES BILL IAM STILL TYPING!, making Chad jealous. Ahhhh, grade sixxxxxxxx.. I want go to the symphony, errr Andrew won't steal me a Tim Hortons coffee machine. Hey! Shan's here.

Awwww Bill and Adrienne. TIME FOR MY EROTIC STORY. Bill's on Adrienne's lap, and he's feeding her grapes. Argh, Shan's an asshole. Anyway, back to Adrienne and Bill. Adrienne's stroking Bill's hair, and caressing his thighs.

Hahaha, Shan got caught.
teacher : "Excuse me, ha ha, bye bye, see you later alligator"

Omg, Bill just pulled out ice cream, now he's spoon feeding. He slowly pulls out the spoon, from her mouth. Whoa, Adrienne pulls out a hot red cherry. Placed it oh so gently on his tongue. He closes his mouth, umm whats she doing. Bill just took out the cherry, Whoa! HE MADE A FOLDED HEART OUT OF THE CHERRY STEM. Eeeee-mazing.

Bill's walking towards the boombox

Yes, I know what your thinking. "WHY THE HELL DOES HE HAVE A PICTURE OF TAMPONS?!" No I do not wear tampons, I KNOW you morons are thinking that *cough Bill. It's because of it's commercial! My FAVOURTIE commercial! No, I'm not a pervert *cough, it's just really CUTE and SWEET and stuff like that. Hasn't anybody seen it? The one with the girl changing?? Yes, that sounds bad. Let me clarify this.

Ok. It starts of with this really cute girl trying on different outfits. Her boyfriend or husband or whatever is sitting on a bean bag chair, rating. You know how women like to try different outfits?? and the guy has to sit there and go "yeah, looks great" or "ummm" and if he's crazy/has alot of time "horrible". SO YEAH, she's changing on and on, and he says something stupid, then he gets something threw at him. FINALLY she finds one that fits perfectly then she runs over and hugs him, well sits on his lap and laughs, BUT U GET THE PICTURE, really sweet. Why it's sweet? .. I dont know, just is. Oh, theres another favourite commercial I have. It's on armpits, another story.

Random phone conversation:
Bill : "Your stupid!, why would you ask a guy about a tampon?!"
Me : "It was Andrew"
Bill : "Omg so true"
both of us : "hahahahahHAHAHAHhahahhahaahha"

german :
Was die beiden letzten Reisegefährten betrifft, waren sie nicht nur dick, sie hatten noch weitere Laster. Zwei Priester, die sich unablässig und mit lauter Stimme unterhielten. Wenn der eine der beiden schwieg, dann nur, weil der andere bereits angefangen hat zu reden. Ihre Reden erfüllten den Kasten und machten die Luft dick und schwer, so dass Georg und ich, die wir für gewöhnlich große Freude daran hatte, uns zu unterhalten, nur noch verärgerte Blicke wechselten und mitunter leises Geflüster. Das Schlimmste war, dass die Diener Gottes sich nicht damit begnügten, uns ihre Meinungen um die Ohren zu schlagen, sie nahmen uns unentwegt als Zeugen nicht indem sie uns einluden, ihnen unsere Ansichten mitzuteilen, sondern als sei sie ihnen bereits bekannt, als stimme sie selbstredend mit der ihren überein, so dass wir sie nicht einmal mehr zu äußern brauchten.
Es gibt Leute, die nicht anders reden können. Ich habe häufig welche getroffen, in meinem Laden und anderswo, die einen mit ihrem Geplapper wie ein Wasserfall überschütten und einen gewissermaßen auffordern, ihnen zuzustimmen. Wenn man dann eine leise Bemerkung macht, sind sie davon überzeugt, dass diese ihre Reden nur bestätigt, und begeistern sich von neuem. Will man ihnen eine gegenteilige Meinung kundtun, muss man dies brüsk und nahezu unhöflich tun.

amin maalouf: die reisen des herrn baldassare

english translation (thanks babblefish):
Which concerns the two last travel companions, they were not only thick, them had still further vices. Two priests, who conversed incessantly and with loud voice. If the one of the two were silent, then only, because the other one already began to talk. Their speeches would fulfill the box and made the air thickly and heavily to maintain, so that George and I, which we usually large joy in it had, us, only annoyed views changed and every now and then quiet whisper. The worst was that the servants of God were not content to strike us their opinions around the ears it took to us incessantly as a witness not as it us invited to communicate to them our opinions but as if was it them already well-known, as if agree it naturally with the their, so that we did not even need to express her more. There are people, which cannot talk differently. I frequently which met, in my shop and elsewhere, which one with their geplapper like a wasserfall requests ueberschuetten and one to a certain extent to agree them. If one makes then a quiet remark, they are convinced of it that this only confirms its speeches, and become enthusiastic from new. If one wants them a contrary opinion kundtun, one must do this abruptly and almost impolitely. amine maalouf: the gentleman soon eating acres travel

Incense sticks. When I was a small mouse I'd try to catch the smoke with my hands, I tryed again today, STILL CAN'T DO IT. Well sure a little, not enough. It looks so nice when theres no breeze, the smoke just flows up, like an upside-down fountain.

CHeapness! I was throwing my lunch box up and catching it. I missed once, first bounce, it BREAKS. Bill almost died from laughing, what a jerk-face. Yeah but I got him back. He went in to the washroom, and I was out side holding the door knob so when he tried to get out, he couldn't, MUUHAHAHHA. I paid a horrible price though, should have stuffed my nose.

I finally got those pictures I've been asking for, for like a month. My fotto whore is a very slow whore. Guess what?! THEY'RE MESSED UP!!! Way to go whore, they're all shrunk. Now I have to go get it off of Ronny, hopefully he didn't delete it. KNowing him, he did.

Today, was a good day. ^__^

Some pics :







yeah, I'll talk about the pics later.

PHANTOM PLANET - Wishing Well

It cursed us all on our way home
We passed the sights like passing stones
And I will never go back there again
The tourists and the army men
The prostitutes this evening
Will start to sink under my skin
The dust and sand is what they sell
The flashing lights and ringing bells
A wish as far as I can tell
Inside this dried up wishing well
He is the shrieks I am the fear
That yelling man rings in my ears
Out of his mind he's my conscience
Hour after hour pill after pill
He is my bellyache I've taken so much medicine to kill
I know there's something wrong
'Cause this night just drags on and on
The clock still says it won't be long
'Til all your hard earned money's gone
The dust and sand is what they sell
The flashing lights and ringing bells
A wish as far as I can tell
Inside this dried up wishing well
And I will never go back there again
The tourists and the army men
The prostitutes this evening
Will start to sink under my skin
The dust and sand is what they sell
The flashing lights and ringing bells
A wish as far as I can tell
Inside this dried up wishing well

LAAAAA LALA, LAAAAAAAAAAAA LALA, LALALA LA LA LA ALLALLALAL LAA LAAALALALLA ALALLA Duuuuu duu du du du duu.. Just sitting here listening to music. Umm, I should start chemistry, and get some sleep.

Wow, windy today. Plastic bag flying in the wind... I'm going to buy a kite. LLLAAA LAAAA LA LA LAA LALALAL Duuu duu duduu dud DUDU Laaaaaaaa lala .. duu dududu duu duduuu.. Umm.. What was I going to say?.. I forgot. Damn! It felt important too.

sayonara.

Another sunday.

Kent at Ronny's house

If your wondering whats "hhh", we call Ronny "Triple H".